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My Silent Trainer
“My Silent Trainer”
Every morning, my Scotty stood quietly in the corner of the yard, its metal body slightly dusty but loyal as ever. It didn’t have a mouth, but sometimes I felt it spoke to me—silently, firmly. It didn’t speak in words, but in actions.
“Start the engine,” I would mutter, pressing the self-start.
Click. Silence.
It refused.
I knew why.
It was looking at my round belly, the tightness in my shirt, the way I breathed heavily after one flight of stairs.
“You think I’m fat?” I grumbled at it.
Scotty stayed silent. But its silence had meaning: Walk.
It wanted me to walk.
Some days I hated it. I kicked its tire and smacked the handle. “Start already! I’m late for college!”
It just tolerated everything.
No complaint. No retaliation.
So, I had no choice—I walked.
To college.
To the store.
Home with heavy bags in my hands.
Sweating. Panting. Cursing.
But walking.
Strangely… I slept better those days.
My legs hurt, but my heart felt lighter.
The next day I tried again.
“Please start. Just today.”
Click. Silence.
I punched the seat. “You useless machine!”
Still, it stood there, calm—like an old friend who knew me better than I knew myself.
I thought about taking it to the mechanic. But I remembered how the mechanics treated it roughly, banging tools, yelling at it. It felt like sending my friend to torture.
I couldn’t do that.
Even if I didn’t say it… I loved this stubborn machine.
So I kept it clean. Changed its fuel on time. Tightened the screws. Checked the engine oil. I took care of it because it had carried me for years without complaint. We had a bond.
And sometimes, when I’d been walking a lot for a week, when I had been pushing my body and sweating away my laziness…
I sat on the seat, turned the key, pressed the start—
Vrooom.
It started smoothly, like nothing was ever wrong.
No words.
Just an understanding.
My Scotty wasn’t just transportation.
It was my silent trainer.
My stubborn friend.
My quiet guardian of health.
It forced me to walk when I was getting unhealthy.
It carried me when I truly needed rest.
I used to think it was broken.
Now I know…
It was just looking out for me in its own silent way.
The Silent Triner - Version 2
Every morning, my old Scotty stood in the corner of the yard like a quiet guardian—dust on its body, scratches on its paint, but dignity in its silence. It had no voice, no eyes, no expressions. Yet somehow… it spoke to me.
Not with words.
With intentions.
I pressed the start button.
Click.
Nothing.
“Not again,” I groaned.
But Scotty’s silence was not the silence of failure. It was the silence of judgment. It was staring at my swelling belly and heavy breathing, reminding me of the truth I tried to ignore.
“You think I’m too fat?” I muttered.
No response.
Just a stubborn stillness.
I knew what it wanted—Walk.
I hated that command. I wasn’t in the mood to exercise. I was late for college. My legs were tired before even taking a step. But Scotty refused to help unless I helped myself first.
So I walked.
Down the noisy street.
Across the crowded market.
Up the steep hill to college.
My lungs burned. My feet begged for mercy. But my heart… it felt alive in a way I hadn’t felt for years.
Still, some days, anger took control.
“Start, you rusty donkey!”
Kick.
“You’re just a machine!”
Smack.
Scotty didn’t react. It simply endured. Like an old friend who knew my temper but loved me anyway.
I thought about taking it to the mechanic. But the memory of that place made my stomach twist. The harsh tools. The careless hands. The shouting. It was like sending my loyal companion to a torture chamber.
I couldn’t do that.
Not to my Scotty.
People think I don’t love it because I never say it.
Truth is—I love it too much to let others hurt it.
So I cared for it myself.
Fresh fuel. Clean filter. Tight bolts. Gentle wipe-down with an old cotton cloth. I treated it with quiet devotion, the kind that doesn’t need words.
We had an unspoken bond.
A strange, beautiful friendship between man and machine.
And the machine was smart.
When I became too lazy, too heavy, too slow… it pretended to die.
When I started walking more, eating better, moving my body…
It rewarded me.
One evening, after a week of tiring walks, I sat on its seat with a sigh. I pressed the button—expecting silence.
VROOOOM.
The engine came to life like a loyal dog wagging its tail.
I froze.
Then I laughed.
“It was you… all along.”
No words.
Just the warm vibration beneath me, like a heartbeat.
That day I realized something precious:
Scotty wasn’t just transportation.
It was my silent trainer.
My health partner.
My quiet guardian angel disguised as a motorbike.
It forced me to walk when my body was sinking.
It carried me when my spirit was tired.
It tolerated my anger, absorbed my kicks, forgave my frustrations.
In a world full of noise, it loved me silently.
And sometimes… the truest love doesn’t speak.
It simply refuses to start.